http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/Thu, 05 Nov 2009 13:50:22 GMT博客大巴http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlThu, 05 Nov 2009 13:50:22 GMThttp://public.blogbus.com/profile/1/3/5/1499531/avatar_1499531_96.jpghttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/50312441.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/50312441.html<p>与其摇尾乞怜，不如自立自强。</p> <p>做小狗的心态，一秒钟都不应该有。</p> <p>我要开始减肉，开始珍惜自己的身体，开始想法拯救我痘痘此起彼伏的脸</p> <p>早退前我还是十分帅气的定了11月的学习计划，6号-30号，burden不能继续成为burden，要被消灭被取下。我有拖拉的坏习惯，以前小熊责怪自己的时候不以为然，如今想来，想好的事不去做，积压成为负担，这也是一种拖拉吧。我要改我要改。</p> <p>讨一颗药丸来，睡个没有梦的昏沉的觉，明天一定不会头痛流鼻涕。</p> <p>一听BBR就有想死的冲动....</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br /><div class="addfav">收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fforevercynthia.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F50312441.html&title=2009-11-05">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><img src="http://www1.feedsky.com/t1/292444185/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/blogbus.com/s.gif?r=http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/50312441.html" border="0" height="0" width="0" style="position:absolute" /><p class="fswww1"><a href="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/l/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444185/art01.html" target="_blank"><img border="0" ismap="ismap" src="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/i/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444185/art01.gif" onerror="this.style.display='none'" /></a></p>未分类Thu, 05 Nov 2009 21:37:22 +0800http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/50312441.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/50312441.htmlhttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlblogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/~6915251/292444185/5023133http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48550409.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48550409.html<p>感觉有压力的时候，会不由自主的想起更多的负担，就会觉得 好有好有压力啊</p> <p>觉得寂寞 觉得冷 觉得喘不过气</p> <p>其实都是自己给自己的假象</p> <p>希望果真如此</p> <p>明早起床再感受看看</p> <p>其实我也算是个敏感的娃</p> <p>give me a warm hug</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br /><div class="addfav">收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fforevercynthia.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F48550409.html&title=%E5%A4%AA%E9%98%B3%E5%9C%A8%E5%93%AA%E9%87%8C">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><img src="http://www1.feedsky.com/t1/292444191/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/blogbus.com/s.gif?r=http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48550409.html" border="0" height="0" width="0" style="position:absolute" /><p class="fswww1"><a href="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/l/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444191/art01.html" target="_blank"><img border="0" ismap="ismap" src="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/i/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444191/art01.gif" onerror="this.style.display='none'" /></a></p>未分类Fri, 16 Oct 2009 23:39:13 +0800http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48550409.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48550409.htmlhttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlblogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/~6915251/292444191/5023133http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48492881.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48492881.html<p>很多星星的夜晚</p> <p>很多星星的夜晚，两架飞机挥过</p> <p>有一闪一闪的尾灯，隐隐约约的轰鸣声</p> <p>你说你想离开，我心里在说，我比你还想快点离开这里</p> <p>去一个没有你不会想起你的地方</p> <p>我像个傻瓜一样打招呼，被圈圈说了很久，结果一晚上都在责怪自己</p> <p>只好开了很吵的音乐才渐渐不会去想</p> <p>傻瓜两日，明天绝不会继续犯傻</p> <p>眼睛再痛也要看着书</p> <p>心也是</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br /><div class="addfav">收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fforevercynthia.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F48492881.html&title=%E5%BE%88%E5%A4%9A%E6%98%9F%E6%98%9F%E7%9A%84%E5%A4%9C%E6%99%9A">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><img 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+0800http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48410045.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/48410045.htmlhttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlblogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/~6915251/292444193/5023133http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47744132.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47744132.html<p>借我一点点勇气借我一点点力气</p> <p>借我一点点信心借我一点点安心</p> <p>多给我一点不用收回的爱</p> <p>多让我看一会儿不会失望的世界</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>我生气的不想给你买生日礼物不想看到你的脸</p> <p>躲开你的手臂懒得和你说话</p> <p>想你一直不要回来要回来就你一个人</p> <p>给别人写短信提到你就要流眼泪</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>可是我不要再这么委屈自己</p> <p>我要混得比你好挣得比你多</p> <p>不会待业也不会让爸妈担心</p> <p>和一个比你高的帅哥结婚生一个比你家漂亮百倍的小朋友</p> <p>TAP TAP 我会输</p> <p>大学比你差</p> <p>口才没你好</p> <p>腿比你粗</p> <p>可我弹琴比你好</p> <p>奖学金拿得比你多</p> <p>品位比你高</p> <p>长得比你好看</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>所以我们比一比</p> <p>比谁的future更明媚</p> <p>看你还会不会再无视我</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>ok发泄完毕</p> <p>重申一遍</p> <p>我是宇宙～超级～霹雳～无敌～C～Y～N～T～H～I～A～</p> <p>我～不～会～认～输～</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a 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+0800http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47744132.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47744132.htmlhttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlblogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/~6915251/292444194/5023133http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47027147.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47027147.html<p>我不愿说出这个事实，可是我的状态和心情是在倒退，不知道什么时候会爆炸</p> <p>我很慌张，也没有具体的解决措施，我是可以明天出去玩一天，但我最害怕的是会像以前那样，回来只会更失落</p> <p>明天没到来之前我什么都不去想，就这么决定了！</p> <p>&nbsp;</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br /><div class="addfav">收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fforevercynthia.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F47027147.html&title=2009-09-23">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><img src="http://www1.feedsky.com/t1/292444195/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/blogbus.com/s.gif?r=http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47027147.html" border="0" height="0" width="0" style="position:absolute" /><p class="fswww1"><a href="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/l/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444195/art01.html" target="_blank"><img border="0" ismap="ismap" src="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/i/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444195/art01.gif" onerror="this.style.display='none'" /></a></p>未分类Wed, 23 Sep 2009 21:54:30 +0800http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47027147.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/47027147.htmlhttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlblogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/~6915251/292444195/5023133http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46836852.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46836852.html<p>自修室里，坐我左边的那个男生，有一股好浓郁的牛奶味。</p> <p>就是小时候很常见的牛奶橡皮的味道。</p> <p>我一直在想，强生是有个牛奶沐浴液，我自己也用过，不会真的会有牛奶味啊</p> <p>Chris也说可能是天生的，她以前也是这样，一堆衣服放一块时，总是最容易找到牛奶味的自己的衣服</p> <p>所以下次一定要问问会不会有什么香水会有这种味道</p> <p>我真的很好奇，然后又被熏的晕乎乎的</p> <p>所以晚上两次把瓶子碰到地上造成噪音</p> <p>我红了脸 赶快逃跑去买晚饭</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>我的抗压能力有变强</p> <p>熊猫你要加油</p> <p>我是你的榜样</p> <p>拍拍头</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br /><div class="addfav">收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fforevercynthia.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F46836852.html&title=there++there">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><img src="http://www1.feedsky.com/t1/292444197/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/blogbus.com/s.gif?r=http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46836852.html" border="0" height="0" width="0" style="position:absolute" /><p class="fswww1"><a href="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/l/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444197/art01.html" target="_blank"><img border="0" ismap="ismap" src="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/i/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444197/art01.gif" onerror="this.style.display='none'" /></a></p>未分类Sun, 20 Sep 2009 22:29:35 +0800http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46836852.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46836852.htmlhttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlblogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/~6915251/292444197/5023133http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46210291.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46210291.html<p>所以我是老虎么</p> <p>看到我就一定要逃跑么</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br /><div class="addfav">收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fforevercynthia.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F46210291.html&title=2009-09-11">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><img src="http://www1.feedsky.com/t1/292444198/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/blogbus.com/s.gif?r=http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46210291.html" border="0" height="0" width="0" style="position:absolute" /><p class="fswww1"><a href="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/l/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444198/art01.html" target="_blank"><img border="0" ismap="ismap" src="http://www1.feedsky.com/r/i/blogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/292444198/art01.gif" onerror="this.style.display='none'" /></a></p>未分类Fri, 11 Sep 2009 22:42:56 +0800http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46210291.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46210291.htmlhttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlblogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/~6915251/292444198/5023133http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46021578.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46021578.html<p>只要每天能完成计划甚至超额完成</p> <p>只要一天比一天觉得这些科目并没有想象中那么难</p> <p>只要夏天过去蚊子不再骚扰我</p> <p>只要寒冷冬夜我还有厚厚的2层被子和公主窗帘</p> <p>只要耳边随时有音乐</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>我就不怕一个人走这长长的路</p> <p>一个人就行</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br /><div class="addfav">收藏到：<span class= 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+0800http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46021578.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/46021578.htmlhttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/atom.xmlblogbus.com/forevercynthia_blogbus_com/~6915251/292444201/5023133http://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/45903956.htmlforevercynthiahttp://forevercynthia.blogbus.com/logs/45903956.html<p>Taurus (April 20- May 20) <br /><br />Your September Horoscope by Susan Miller <br /><br />这个月将是沮丧和消息错误传达让人惊讶的一个月。接近9月的时候我们需要守候和等待，<strong>因为这个月对于大多数人来说不论是要有个新的开始还是要另辟新路都会感到一些失望。坚持住，跨过9月将在10月的时候，你会看到世界又恢复了自信的样子。有一件事在9月适合做&mdash;&mdash;那就是现实地回顾过去。 <br /></strong></p> <p>这个月你会收到很多信息，所以你也需要有很大的弹性。保证这些信息是可靠的，并且保证好和他人的通讯。你们是非常现实的人&mdash;&mdash;金牛总是这样&mdash;&mdash;所以你觉得没有什么让你惊讶的。你可能仅仅是按部就班的。<strong>你越接近你的本性，那么这个九月你就过得越轻松。 <br /></strong><br />二者择一，你可能接到某些消息&mdash;&mdash;如何看待一个爱情关系或一个友情，如果是这样，你可能要为你听到的消息而感到震惊。如果你有孩子，这个消息可能涉及到你的一个孩子。再一次的，<strong>你要面临现实，和自己说&ldquo;好吧，知道总比不知道好</strong>。&rdquo;你总是能够意识到：<strong>面对现实拥有事实根据是唯一可以让事情向好的方向发展的办法。</strong></p> <p>看起来月中到月末这段日子不轻松，但是记着这几个宫：双鱼、处女、射手和双子。这几个星座中那些出生于17日左右的人将看到最多的变化。如果你认识的人里有出生于这天附近的，或者是有人是这几个星座且在最后几度（接近22-29度）的，如果你开始听到他们有困难，那么你要请求到他们身边去。这个月的任何问题你都不会有能力去减少，确实是他们，如果轻视他们将是你对关心的人做了一次伤害。</p> <p>如果你没有恋爱，事实上倒是有个机会遇到某个新人。或许你已经发现你将遇到谁了。那个人和你的年龄有相当的差距，但是此刻，对于你来说&mdash;&mdash;年龄不是问题。或者你可能结识某个距你很远的人，你可能担心你们得展开异地恋了，你可能想去尝试，因为这看起来你们两个不能在不同的城市分开太久。</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>在用手机上网看到这个贴不由自主的全部看到底。以上就是最有个人意义的摘抄。仿佛是抚慰烦躁的自我安慰，在看到 &ldquo;<strong>有一件事在9月适合做&mdash;&mdash;那就是现实地回顾过去&rdquo;。</strong>我确实有一个心情循环往复的九月，整整2个月暑假的调节都在九月失去效用，我又是胆怯啰嗦的Cynthia。每一次的四处张望，甚至连想剪短发的理由里都有个不愿说出来的决绝的愿望，都让我恐慌是不是又回到以前。</p> <p>我知道我不够努力，一直以来如果没有放纵自己，而是更积极努力的让自己摆脱持续不断的自怜，现在大概也不是这样。我只是在不停的告诉自己&ldquo;没有办法&rdquo;，不是没有办法，是我不够努力和争气。</p> <p>这个时候我更希望有一些残酷的事实刺激到自己的神经，我想我需要更痛一点，才会更努力一点。感觉上像是变态的逻辑。</p> <p>我知道不久以后这篇日志一定会消失掉。我还是希望过完九月，一切会好。Q的签名也不希望改掉，我要一直BE FINE.</p><!--sp--><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br /><div class="addfav">收藏到：<span class= 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