I could be the resurrection

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I'm still in the mood, me.

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 20:22:19 +0800

Back in 2002……

Interviewer- When you look back from when you started out to now, have you ever honestly felt that Oasis was over?

Liam- No. Not once. Well, of course whenever Noel gets emotional, he'll say 'I can't go on being in the same band as you!', but he's always said that many times. But no matter how many times he walks out of the band, I've always known that he'll realise that the only band he can come back to is Oasis, that the only place that he can express himself musically the most is Oasis.

Interviewer- I think you and Liam have grown tired of having it large when you were younger, and are now trying to live a more simple life. So, because of that, I think you can concentrate more on the music. Do you think this is that kind of turning point?

Noel- That's definitely true in my case. But I don't know about Liam. He still gets drunk and gets into trouble when he goes out. He's always had a short temper and is always willing to pick a fight, and he's never really listened to me. He's been like that since the age of 3, and [when he was little] whenever he'd play outside, he'd pick fights with guys much bigger than him, get punched, then come home to me crying at the top of his lungs, crying 'Noel!!'
Interviewer- That's cute, actually.

Interviewer- Looking back, your relationship with Liam has been, on one hand, connected with this strong brotherly love bond, but then again, there's also this element of tension.

Noel- Yeah, that's true.

Interviewer- How is it now?

Noel- It's still the same. But I want to say this---I've always secretly had a sense of respect for Liam as an individual. He is the only one in the entire world that can express my songs in the way he does. And he is the only one who can bring a sense of warmth to my songs. I'll say without exaggeration that, he is a special person in all ways possible as a human being. The only negative thing I can think about him, is that whenever he's in a bad mood, he has a tendency to take out his anger on every one else around him.

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I say to the world, spot the love messages!

Days in BHN to HC era I couldn't help wondering: you two must hid summat somewhere...

......

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我是土人一坨

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 22:28:13 +0800

为什么这么说呢, 因为最近本人没有跟上潮流, 该吃没多吃, 该看的没多看, 该去的地方没多去, 基本处于被时代抛弃名单的上游. 就这一个星期, 正事没怎么好好完成, 自己一时兴起揽了一些事来做, 还自觉生活充实. 等到前日上街, 和陈老师一沟通近况, 发现自己原来是最瓜的一个, 在抛单上又勇猛上窜了数位.

和陈老师出去是买吉他, 对, 我买了一把木吉他, 花了大价钱(蹭蹭蹭升升升). 我自知之明还是有, 口味杂亦知道自己玩着总归会出路不明, 但是实在耐不住诺大白的言传身教导致的内心汹涌, 所以我想, 有一把吉他, 也是时候了. 我就一直记得小时候在外婆家的储存间里一直有那么一把枫木原色吉他, 那时完全不知是何物, 从来也没想到摸摸碰碰, 并且那时一定家里还没有一张外文唱片, 即使拿起琴, 也接触不到这本是西方文化的精髓. 后来那琴不知是送给谁了. 面对这笔开销, 我本想很煽情说一把吉他是陪伴一辈子的东西, 但是我太土了, 这种话也就想想, 说出来就二了. 其实还就是花这笔钱不安心.

今天早上电话把我叫去拿包裹, 一本上周买的hard cover的Brothers从英国送来, 说来这本书刚出来是九几年, 那时还市值14.99刀, 现如今被我以十分之一的价格拿下,就是还付多四刀的邮费. 此书实在不能说是有多大的评论价值, 只因为是加拉格大兄弟和三兄弟家母亲身参与, 有许多成长照片以及至亲对那两个折腾死人的兄弟的insightful的详述, 所以八卦价值很高. Liam John Gallagher是个纯粹的SEN小孩, 而他的二哥, Noel Thomas Gallagher同学, 也好不到哪里去. 这还是家里没带去检查(所以长大成人了也没怎么变), 如果换了现在, 利亚姆小猫咪早就被tag上ADHD了, 因为老师都表示佩服妈妈能顶得顺他, 换了人未必能搞掂, 天天得嗑药才行; 而诺埃尔大白, 或许会被tag成轻微的Autism, 虽然社交能力不差, 但是也时常独处, 自我程度也不低, 整个人是默默的. 喜欢白日梦, 老编些故事娱乐群众(天哪,成天生活在自己编的谎言中,诺叔你这是何苦啊= =), 也有情绪化. 两个人都高度敏感, 一个会积极暴力抵抗, 一个则消极暴力抵抗. Liam猫从小啥也不爱吃, 只爱早餐麦片, 人称Weetabix kid, 是个喜欢吸引注意力的话多没头脑一根筋混蛋, 但是又天生丽质, 全镇女孩子都觉得他dead fit(曼城语极帅的意思), 在学校打架一对三, 脸上挂彩, 全校围观的女生都哭了; 诺大白就像所有家庭里的中间孩子, 成熟很快, 热爱帐篷生活, 喜欢野营, 和大哥混得很好, 从大哥的唱片堆里启蒙, 还开始弹吉他并且越弹越好(不像某猫, 小学的时候带吉他和小提琴到学校都是去秀的);

书还没看完, 这种叙述式的书籍看起来其实很轻松, 不过书中的主角们都四十好几, 要揣摩出这期间的转变因果还是很费脑筋的. 典型离异家庭里, 妈妈比较宠最小的Liam猫, 就惹得两个哥哥头痛, 经常玩"Wait till I tell Mam"这样的招数. 大哥是很头大, 要时常应妈妈要求带着小弟去这去那, 连场球赛都看不好是因为小混蛋一直叫要吃这个要吃那个(你个吃货! 家里一点钱全给你霍出去了, 先是小提琴, 又是一单子吃的), 而二哥就相对不好惹一点. 大哥有这么一句描述诺白白如何对付胡闹的Liam猫, 我觉得非常萌.

"If I got up to teach him some manners, he'd run off. Everything was a game to him. He was hyperactive.(囧) If he was annoying our Noel, he'd just give Liam this look; a stern gaze, drooping his eyebrows. Liam knew then to shut up. I bet Noel wishes he could shut Liam up like that now."

我知道Liam猫在一些访谈里提到过他小时候溺水的事, 就是他非要跟两个哥哥去河边一起玩才会发生的. 当时两个不会游泳的哥哥都不知道怎办, 要是没有邻居好朋友, 这个世界上就没有利亚姆小猫咪来继续装老虎装豹子了. 黏人是大部分家里最小的孩子会做的吧. 我觉得Liam猫是比较喜欢黏大哥, 对二哥, 我想他应该是崇拜到小怕. 所以最终两个人在接下来20来年纠结厮扭, 才会那样爱恨交织orz

"Piss off and play with your mates."

"No, I don't want to."

"Then piss off home."

"No, I just want to stay here with you."

很想翻译这个书: )

----------ENJOY THE SILENCE----------

^I want a Gem please, for 24/7. He's a delight.

----------ENJOY THE SILENCE v.2----------

我特特特想仔细听Neil Young,我想知道GD口里的legend到底是多么地legend. 我知道杨爷爷的唯一轶事，就是他操了他唱片公司一把, 突然做了一张不知是雷鬼还是嘻哈的唱片. 现在回头看来是有胆识有谋略的XD

有熟知杨爷爷的童鞋请热情向我推荐和丢包.

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THE EAR HAS NO MEMORY（文字录摘的下窄)

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 01:55:56 +0800

THE EAR HAS NO MEMORY (EPK)

DBTT专辑乐队访谈录抄

[From left to right: Liam Gallagher, Gem Archer, Noel Gallagher , Andy Bell.]

[Also featured: Dave Sardy (Producer), Zak Starkey (Drummer)]

谢谢twofeathers供图

惦记伊们至苦的老子倾愚力奉献

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有DVD的同邪不妨一起纠错.

Live Forever. \m/

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To be where there's Gem.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 02:25:35 +0800

这篇是瓜得不敢交到mfrk上的，太……amateur了

Title: To be where there's him.
Author: Stan
Rate: G
Warnings: This fic is only absofuckinglutely true in my wozzy head.

It takes me ages to write this one, because I drained me brain just to think how to be more precise in describing using all the amateur vocabulary I've got. In Chinese these could at most be one page. But when it turns to English and plus lots of actions(assuming them, of course) rerun in the head, as a result, a 2000+ Gem&Noel yapping...

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So that’s done.

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 00:34:17 +0800

Backstage, Paris, pre-Oasis gig, August 28, 2009. Noel and Liam, those Gallagher brothers, have yet another spectacular row. Noel reportedly smashes Liam’s guitar (which had been given to him by his wife Nicole, née Appleton). The show is cancelled.

This is drama, but surely not particularly out-of-the-ordinary drama — after all, the Gallagher brothers, defining members of the defining British band of the past 20 years, have been rowing since they were toddlers. Fraternal aggro is programmed into their DNA. It turns out, though, that this spat is, for Noel at least, an Oasis-killer. Shortly afterwards he formally exits the biggest British band since the Beatles. He posts this explanation: “People will write and say what they like but I simply could not go on working with Liam a day longer.”

Liam — the only Gallagher still in Oasis — has so far kept shtoom about that bust-up and the future of his band. Informed speculation has it that Oasis is not over; that Liam (the lead singer, the charismatic one, the one the fans chant for even if Noel wrote all the big tunes) will carry on.

Liam Gallagher pronounces Oasis dead, over, kaput, when we are more than halfway through a running-late, already-cancelled-once interview that I had expected — given his boorish, hard-to-handle reputation — to be neither enjoyable nor revelatory. Under no circumstances, ran the edict, would Liam be discussing Noel, his brother’s departure from the band, the future of the band, or anything band-sensitive. Get it? This was to be an interview about clothes; Liam’s passion for them and, most of all, his new fashion label Pretty Green, which some have suggested (a lame suggestion, surely) was a factor in Noel’s apoplectic departure.

Yet by the time Liam, barely prompted, answers the question over which fans and music journalists have been angsting, I am already unsure whether Liam’s reputation is entirely justified. First, though, in barely edited Liamese, here is the bit about which Oasis fans will care most.

Liam: “We’ve always had a lot of fun [he means on tour with the band]. I’ve always had a lot of fun [his eyes flash devilishly]. “That’s why it was never hard work for me. It was a joy and it was always a bit of a bummer when the tour ended. You know [he pauses wistfully], it was great. Obviously you’ve got to get back and see the missus and the kids and all that. Nothing lasts for ever. But it was never, ‘Uh, f***, I need to get off the tour because my head’s up my arse’.” [Could he be referring, obliquely, to Noel? Most probably.]

Times2: “Oasis is your band. Is it fair to say that this [gestures at rack of Pretty Green Autumn/winter 2009 collection] is a solo projection?” (I meant “solo project” but was nervous. He is a bit unsettling.)

Liam： “Well, Oasis is no longer. I think we all know that. So that’s done.”

Times2: “You genuinely feel that?”

Liam: “Oh, I know. Without a doubt. And it’s a shame but that’s life. We had a good run at it. The thing about Oasis is, no one ... we ended Oasis. No one ended it for us. Which was pretty, kind of ... cool (the word “cool” is enunciated with venom). I’m thinking of what the next step is musically, which is all my mind’s on.”

……

Pretty Green is no passing fancy, he insists. Could it be a retirement scheme, post-Oasis? After all, Liam is 37 now. I suggest that the label could be the perfect project on which to focus in his rock’n’roll dotage, if he doesn’t fancy doing a Mick Jagger and shaking his hips into his sixties. Liam leaps on that one: “There’ll be no shaking me hips, man! I’ve had 18 years of not shaking any-f***ing-thing!

……

Reeling from the “Liam Gallagher: breakdancer” revelation, I bowl him an underarm: Steve mentioned that he, Liam, loves shopping? (Steve also mentioned, though I don’t mention this to Liam, that on tour he has to carry Liam’s shoe bag on his person at all times, after a German hotel made the cataclysmic error of losing it). “Yeah, mate. I just love clothes. I can’t sit in a room. Our Kid used to sit in his hotel room all the time. I haven’t got a f***ing clue what he got up to, probably cross-dressing or summat. But I’d be out. Bags in and that’s it, find out where the shops are.”

That pop at Our Kid — old Noel — is classic Liam shtick. He likes to provoke, whether it’s other bands, the press, politicians, whatever.

……

“Are we done, then?” Yeah, 28 minutes. “There you go, f***ing perfect!” He slaps my back. Dictaphone off. And it’s “cheers” and, by the way, you do understand that this interview will have to post-mortem all those recent spits and spats and splits with Noel, despite that PR edict not to talk about it? He knows what I mean.

And then, infuriatingly, he starts to talk about Noel and the break-up. He wants to wait a while before really giving his side of what happened between them. He doesn’t want what he says — his “Oasis headstone” — to be said in anger and irrevocable. He wants the dust to settle. Anyway, it’s not all for the worst, he adds, because Noel can do his thing and I can do mine. I press “record’”.

Liam: “People will be able to buy his records. People will be able to buy our records. So everyone’s happy.”

Times2: “And maybe, in time, the relationship (with Noel) will be different? And it won’t be all about the music and the management?"

Liam: “Exactly! Exactly! Well, that’s a long way off yet, man, but who knows.”

……

Liam Gallagher: a semi-scary, tightly wound wind-up merchant — absolutely. But also serious, sensitive, impassioned and, from the look that flitted across his face at the end there, a man who misses his brother.

最后这句话, 虽然不知安的什么心的还在最后偷偷再录音的记者把这笔走得非常肉酸, 可是我也能感觉到Liam似乎又是NME那次访谈的心情，说实话在我看来这一阵他好像由始至终都是这副“为他好”的架势，实在不知道那天在后台谁先暴怒了起来.

也不用管了. 说好一月再开腔, 现在, Liam猫却率先松口了. Noel, 你在哪里? 你心里有没有随着抖一抖?

此报道多处虐人. 两只爱过来爱过去最后还是各回各家舔伤口, 老天你睁睁眼.

面对他们完全无法矫情的我, 只觉得是该找个地方好好地埋头啜泣一下.

一个月过去, 这个时刻终于来临, 我的沙漠里已不再有绿洲. 五年后的某天, 或许我又能找回它, 或许它还持续海市蜃楼着. 我不能做什么, 我告别了一字头, 你们告别了我. 我可以做的, 就是从此时常记着, 希望能听到大猫的专辑, 也希望能听到小猫的专辑. 没有小猫的大猫，大概会继续唧唧歪歪地唱些老头歌儿, 加四处找人拼玩迷幻；没有大猫的小猫，大概再不必拼死唱他十几年的各种年轻调, 狠抓干净利落及词达多意的效果.

即便这样, 五年后的某天, 或许不靠爹妈彻底独立彻底底层的老子又能花个血钱狼血沸腾地站在第一排, 张开双臂假装抱紧了你你你以及你, 眼圈红红地唱, you and I are gonna live forever.

他喵的老子还是自我强扭着矫情了, 你们做你们爱做的, 老子等着看就是了么! 对吧!

本该谢你们六次, 最终只有四次, 老子仍会很没同情心地说不遗憾. 十八年的光和热, 有幸享用了其中的七年 - 谢谢你们. See you later.

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利亚姆小喵儿，祝你生日快乐

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 02:31:15 +0800

今天做梦一定别梦见大猫, 不然会哭醒的, 乖, 这两天就不要去想他.

生日就要高高兴兴的对吧！来, 过来给爷跳一个笑一个喵一个：D

祝你永远摇滚永远年轻甩两个指头永远震撼人心

附上liveforever论坛转来

不要去想他啊不要！去跟安迪狂欢吧！

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【已投madferourkid】为了兄弟俩这份闹腾

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 17:59:55 +0800

写了一个fic, 这里从madferourkid再转回来. 谢谢国际绿洲同人协会的悉心指导, 也谢谢这两兄弟的折腾.

我在此深情地呼唤: Noel, 想好了就回来吧. 多晚都不是问题, 插多少自己的计划都不是问题. 只怕你一去不回头.

Title: [Fic] Who put the weight of the world on my shoulders?

SORRY, how do I avoid displaying the whole article at front page?...:$
k...sorted

Author: *as you can see in my account* :p
Rate: G

Warnings: This fic is not true. And English's not my first language so I might used some wrong expressions there...with probably wrongly placed foul language as well.

Noel's POV.

Note: First time writing something pretending I'm the man. Bit of confusing progressing throughout the whold thing as it's 00:30 am here now *facepalm* Noel loves to keep us guessing what he's been up to. He obviously love that!!! Well I'm not admitting he managed to trick me to care too much, but couldn't help to write for my own curiousity.

Am I alright? I think so. Ten in the morning, was just now sleeping like me own little boy.

The world still spins around apparently? Good. Eyes wide open, the sight couldn't be more clear. The dead silence in the room. It's only me in here. What a silence. I scratched my ear.

Although the mobile phone's vibrating like hell. The cunts. Must go and have my number changed at Carphone Warehouse. I should get somebody to do it, fuck knows how many journos' been camping outside my door.

Hang on a minute, I thought. I can ask for nobody. I just fucking quit the band. And for my last fucking note's sake, we're not contacting at the moment. Anyhow. Bless them. Probably still working on what's been happening. Major crisis for them. I kind of felt sorry for the workload that came up. But y'know, it could be worse won't it. I could gone straight mental.

These thoughts in my head back and forth. Somehow I do feel that I've let people down, yet I can find myself a proper reason to escape the bad feeling. Said i'm relieved, next second comes the blues.

If you lot try walking in my shoes, you'll know he's the mad cat.

Well, what's worse and what's different, he's MY very own mad cat.

I closed my eyes for a memory pause. Shit. Cat's magical. It lingers. Now it's too late to bag it up.

He came in my dressing room, which he should never do, in his stunning ugly camouflage color parka(the fucking parka, whatever), freezed right in front of me with typical vacant stare. I remembered I stood up quite resolutely, I'm not having this tension. I'm on stage in ten minutes. I was not even making any noise when I acted like that.
Unfortunately (predictably) he moved towards me. Guess I irritated him by walking away or summat.

"Don't you try walking away." Ha.

"Walking away from what? I'm going on the loo."

"I don't fucking care. If you're pissed you fucking just say it. You don't hide."

"I'm not pissed, right, back off." I looked into his eyes, frown at him.

"Yes you are, you cunt." He suddenly put on a smirky face. I bet you'd be friggin' comfortless to see a look like that on Liam Gallagher's face. It's like looking at your suspicious and wonderfully hurt girlfriend.

"What do you want?" I looked away. There's Gem and Andy sitting here in my room, not caring at all. Miserable fight on, anyone? Now tell me Liam's not spoilt. Allegedly, he sort of is.

"Don't fuck with me, Noel. Yer not happy about tunes, about selling, about touring, about me fucked up, right, tell me. Not joking around to your...friends." He waved his arms like an annoyed lady.

Here we go again. The fucking on and on and on about "friends" thing. I shrugged. I know I can't fucking just shrug it off though. He's not happy with my friends, I'm not happy with his either. How about we call that an even? What more do you want?

And I hate all the stuff he's just mentioned. It's just absolutely discouraged to say, I feel brilliant, but people don't. What on the green earth has happened to you? Having a shit life and listening to posh moaning. And nobody's concerning cos they aren't fucking responsible for writing anything on any albums, what a pain in the ass. Liam saw it, he knows it. I hate when he knows it and lives with it.
For sure I sincerely hope Liam would stop digging in. He's talking too much of my business. Hands off my territories.
Often till last, we can not even be on about same subjects. Music, lifestyle, indifferent to either of them, etc. The singer cares about how rock'n'roll he'd looked doesn't he always?

"They know fuck all...they know fuck all..." He went on.

"Right and you as well, I'm not talking to you, stoned."

"I'm not fucking amateur. Have some understanding here, the cunty papers are all over you and what did you say about me?" He leaned nearer and gave me an aggressive underbreath,"You need me. In everything."

"How the fuck can you conclude that for me," My finger went up, pointing on his chest. "You're mad. I don't need you, from head to toes."

Gem and Andy promptly panicked at my physical action. Before I realize the severe aftermath, Liam pushed me and pinned me against the couch.

That was first round. I vividly recall him yelling something I couldn't make out. His face looked surprisingly older. The eyes were all red, as if he's taking on that dickhead who insulted me in Toronto. His body's like fucking hotpot. His fists, yes, they hit me without hesitation, strangely, missed all my old wounds, but the bones felt the lost of emotion. He just kind of lost them all.

Took 30 seconds to pull him up. So we were like just having a bit of laugh. Seriously, that's not a fight.
I looked at him, I'm not angry. So far it's gone pretty interesting. He fought because I said I don't need him.
He paused a bit, studying my face, I reckon he was. Then he shook Andy off. He quickly went over to my guitar stands.

Then a proper loud kick at my 355.

That's it. I've had enough of these bollocks. Mind you, I felt utter awful talking to him like that, for avoiding to talk to him for so long, for saying loads of shite to mess him up. Soon after that, I banned those regrets.

Gig's blew up then. Green-eyed mad cat killed my love. He managed to get at me. He's there to welcome me to a fight. I'm well up for it.

Smashing. People must've heard our bloody noise. Securities all in. Who the fuck called the ambulance?

Now then. What has it proved? That I'm all yours? Eighteen years now, I thought things have been clear.

Sometimes too much love do tear us apart. To be honest, the air of complacency I saw that he had, oh lord, I don't believe it. I couldn't stand it. He's had a go with all my related, fucking unbelievable. He'd better feel gutted now. He'd better. Cos I definitely don't want a fast compromise.

I'm doing myself an headache. Looked at the time. It's almost noon. I had to go phone mam. On landline. Just turning off my phone as I took a glance at the screen.
A message from Gem. Good lad, wondering how the rest have been doing now. I'm not genuinely directing any controversies towards Gem or Andy or whoever. I was in a mixed state no one can feel what I felt. I left the venue on my own. Heard the little indie twats got to read the news to our fans.

I'm just out there. Y'know what I mean? Someone come share loads on me? No. Not my beloved brother, who's too busy wanting more of my love. Not anybody else.
And I'm so knackered.

"Just to check if you're alright. Have a good rest. We're back from France. Saw your blog, guess we've lost our jobs? Liam's got the blues. Anyway. Hope to see you soon man. Gem."

Made me smile, that. Losing jobs. You'll never know, you'll never know. The goodbye should bring tears to thousands' eyes. But I'm still here. Even that band I just quit, it's still there.

I can just imagine Liam hanging on his lips. A cat sitting in the corner weeping face with the paws. What a joyful thing to see.

And if you do feel sorry, get me a fucking brilliant guitar for a starter.

[It's weird when I read it through. Think I've totally made it random. I am not even sure if this is finished...it's 1am now my brain's going on strike :p]

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我是土人一坨 2009-10-19

Oasis Live by the sea(2) @ Bridlington 2009-08-20 from Stanster

To be where there's Gem. 2009-10-13

So that’s done. 2009-10-09

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【09年演出七號】- It takes more than good tunes to be my true legends.

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 23:38:34 +0800

【09年演出七號】- Oasis Live by the sea, Bridlington, Yorkshire, 2009-08-20

BEST BIRTHDAY NIGHT OF MY LIFE

好吧题目里我是在模仿Liam猫的那句话

这几天好好想想是应该仔细拾掇记忆, 说来这么频繁相见, 留给自己回味的时间并不多啊. (结果又义无反顾地诺了起来, 拖拉照旧)

为了留点线索还是来流水. Bridlington - 其实就是个渔港, 几条街区, 众多酒店旅馆酒吧小店, 还有那个新建的Spa中心. 回来看大伯(天哪我是如此违心以年龄辈份称呼他而其实内心会想大喊亲爱的亲爱的><)的日记说, 这完全是个招人遗忘的地方.

镇上早有传闻乐队要继Kasabian之后来Spa Theatre演出, 可是乐队有少许犹豫, 因为场地太小, 好像就拒绝了开演出, 风声未过镇上报纸就爆乐队还是要来演出并且即将售票, 当人们反应过来时, 票已经卖光了. 容量3500+.

这场演出的售票我就不想提了, 总之黄牛党是大赚了一笔. 反正镇上那天挤满了绿洲饭. 旅馆爆棚, 纷纷no vancancies. 我是足够幸运在被多家b&b告知演唱会人群涌入已经无法找到空房后订到了Leeds House的, 要不然跟Katherine就要露宿街头了, 那种海风劲吹的地方, 我可不愿意在街上游荡心里还苟存见到乐队的希望, 囧... Leeds House的房主Dave和Angie还有一家人都非常好, 更难得是Dave和Angie都是绿洲饭, 所以说绿洲饭要去Brid玩都去住那里吧:D 刚到他家就见几把吉他和功放堆在酒吧, 进门二话不说先上茶加大放SOTSOG, 问我最喜欢哪首, 我说Gas Panic, 然而最喜欢还是BHN. 所以他又放起Familiar to Millions的DVD, 立刻就把我弄得极度兴奋血压飙升=_= Dave还把songbook借给临阵抱佛脚的Kat温习.

下午四点多离开house, 先是和Kat逛了一下周边, 其实spa离我们就2分钟路程, 我们走过去看entrance在哪里, 殊不知已经绕到了后场, 已经有一些活动工作人员在外面忙了起来, 我稍微凑近了那栋建筑, 心里一紧 - 他们是在试音吧! 难道他们中午就已经到了这里! 一部银色的奔驰停在门口, 我嗡了, 断定大伯一定是搭这部车来的; 再扭过头一看, 就更嗡了, "Oasis tourbus"明晃晃字样... 托巴! 正想合影就看见司机走了出来, 于是忍痛没敢照, 望了望里面, 全部棕色皮帘罩着. 我和Kat就这样晃来晃去, 也没好意思照像, 现在想来, 这点小遗憾不定又是下次见面的铺垫……后面儿你们现在都知道了, 大伯说的, 他在约克下的火车然后再搭车来的场地, 还说看到了花枝招展去看赛马的大帽胖婶数堆. 喂! 我也够早去火车站看见胖婶胖妞们了! 您究竟在哪里!-_- 而几个逮着了人的乐迷也报告说大伯银色奔驰一人到达, 其他人都是从托巴里出来的.

反正不是我的机会就不去傻等, 我和Kat去找吃的, 结果还被我们路过暖场乐队Detroit Social Club吉他手在角落抽烟侃大山. 胡乱一顿中餐之后就去正门排队, 已经排了80几号人在前面, 海风越吹越劲, 还加太阳雨, 老子这是要在生日夜弄点重感冒来玩玩吧!...等待永远是漫长的, 和Kat开始YY我们前面两个显然是未满岁喝酒的男生, 因为他们表现太亲昵了. 将近1个小时过去, 场馆的人跑出来, 再三强调不能带大相机进场, 得, 我又要失手了. 不能这么一次次折磨我! 我无非只是想好好照照我偶像完后洗张大的给贴墙上日夜膜拜么!T_T 进场只有先存好相机, 然后连忙奔去前场. 场地可真小啊, 漂亮的剧场圆顶, 二层楼的坐台, 感觉整个像香港西湾河的那个篮球场场地. 可就存相机这么一拖时间, 带着Kat先就只能站在第五排. 台非常浅, 搞得我有暖场乐队要用绿洲的鼓/暖场乐队取消绿洲直接上的错觉, 因为后来发现其实DSC的鼓摆在了Chris的鼓前, 只是没看出来而已. 来自纽卡斯尔的DSC, 出来的时候主唱明显是喝过了一轮了, 他们的曲子立刻就让我想起了Kasabian. 周围人显然是很熟知的, 听到后面也觉得歌非常易跟. 每次听一支新的暖场乐队, 歌词根本不用指望搞清楚, 这个时候, 音乐能不能抓住陌生的耳朵就很重要了. 想想可以给这个乐队7/10吧.

其实我很想在场内遇上同一天生日的人, 早前在forum上聊过, 都在瞎想能不能让Liam猫知道今天对我们来说有多特殊. 我终于还是没有找到那些人, 因为人贴人再加上Fucking in the Bushes很快地袭来, 脑袋里什么别的想法儿都没有了. 使劲往前挤是正经! 就这一下Kat跟我就散了, 之后据称她大喊救命都没人注意, 最后缩到后面买了杯可乐喝着上楼去看了其实她要是愿意挤着玩儿, 北方人还都是非常乐意帮助她的. 他们总是特关注地看着我们这种奇怪少见的稀有动物, 我就不停地给他们打thumb up手势示意我完全可以撑, 然后继续疯玩.

摇滚明星开始时, 我就抓到了前栏杆. 亲娘亲爹大神们啊, 那冰凉的金属杆子抓在手里这是多么美妙的一刻! 我纯粹是被架空, 脚全惦着, 腾出的另外一只手撑着我右边哥们儿的背. 只觉眼前突然出来了很多人, 刚才看暖场的时候站在第四排还不觉台上动静, 这下到了最前线, 抬头前方不到两米便是挚爱的诺叔, 还是一副处变不惊的臭脸样勾头调音哗哗几声弹出intro来. Liam猫突然走过来, 让我突觉他甚至比我在温布利离他的距离还要近, 从上到下打量, 绿parka, 很好; 仔裤, 很好; 然后就不可避免地见到他的那双用哥哥的话来说就是very crazy shoes的豹纹鞋, 惹得我一阵顾自发笑. 场小台浅果然就是好啊！今年他们是肯定没有试过演这么小的一个场了, 不过不知道该是提约克郡人民高兴还是失望 - Noel, 谁要你酒醉响声说, (people in Yorkshire) you are a collective of idiots! - 当然并无太大恶意..XD 想来, Noel真正讨厌的是威尔士人吧! 我记得好像他们在德国也做了个600人的奇怪的场, 只是不记得是不是也是今年了.

辣辣的时候我就已经跳不动了, 非常失败. 录音笔也夹在口袋里滚烫无比. 这次的录音直到Songbird才清楚了起来,之前都是因为无法抓住只有放进口袋里, 然后周围就开始人夹馍, 效果可想而知. 台上的几位爷显然也不轻松, 这小地方空气实在流通不畅, 我要很尽力地把头伸出去栏杆外围, 才能呼吸到一点冷空气, 省得肺里闹炸. Gem已然满头湿发, Andy蛋腚异常><, Chris更抵死, 整个人被挡住完全不知道状态, Noel一件灰色polo湿透, Liam猫么, Parka里面一定是没有穿衣服的罢!

Noel在弹辣辣的时候特别嗨, 就好象他对着7万人一样. 不过到TSOTL唱起来的时候, 我才发觉到那时为止乐队还没有跟台下有一点儿小banter. 不过演出效果目前不错, 看起来他们都各自陶醉去了, 都没顾上管我们. Noel倒是边弹边直盯盯看了我们很久. Theatre的木地板被跳得咚响, Chris打响熟悉的前奏, Roll With It居然出现在了Setlist这么靠前的位置, 实在让我惊讶, 话说它的两次出现都让我很惊讶啊. :D

香烟与美酒, 人群都散疯了起来, 于是我旁边的男人一把抱住了他身前的女性朋友, 誓作保护状. 喂, 你是来看谁的演出来了? 承受不住就老实站后面去, 一看就像是凑热闹的. 乐队仍旧没有任何跟我们交流的意图, 可是我觉得Noel似乎又在看我, 虽然没有笑意, 眼神奇怪, 他是讨厌我夸张地做动作跟唱吧XD 唱完烟酒歌, Liam甩开脚从Noel身后走过,消失在了台侧, 然后Noel才开始为Waiting For the Rapture作氛围. 期盼能看出点奸情来的我对他俩间这种一点火花都没有的表现还是有小小失望的.

Noel的轻呵细语似乎就在耳边, 这首歌感觉就和Force of Nature一样性感, 场内灯光也打得一片紫红暧昧. 这歌完了, 他照常问候, 说Bridlington还真他妈小. 这时人群不知哪儿起的头, 开始大喊Yor-kshire, Yor-shire, 我实在搞不懂群情何以高涨, 不过我也跟着喊了. 搞得Noel又没了话说.

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那之后他就开始唱大计划.

今天是我最后一次edit这篇拖拉了10天的流水. 他们那天的其他歌曲顺序如下:

Songbird
Slide Away
Morning Glory
My Big Mouth
Half The World Away
I’m Outta Time
Wonderwall
Supersonic
Live Forever
Don’t Look Back In Anger
Champagne Supernova
I Am The Walrus

还有一些图:

我不知道Noel是不是在玩弄, 如果是, 那么对象错了. 他怪罪了所有人, 安慰了所有乐迷, 疲于道出详情, 这个曾经说"say what you mean"的男人, 如今却也晦涩为上. 也罢, 穿的不是你的鞋, 过的不是你的活.

可是当他说辉煌十八年他会永远铭记的时候, 我眼前他的样子就像上图一样模糊不堪. 十八岁时为了已逝的山羊皮嗟叹落泪现在想来许是强说愁; 二十岁的这个生日在自己的启蒙摇滚乐队现场度过, 此刻鼻子酸楚往小了讲是因为真切实时感受到了十天之后迅即分裂的切心痛, 往大了讲, 那九十年代的寄托好像若有若无了. 而更酸楚的是这个男人也许并没有心累, 而且他也不在乎半个世界以外的我们怎么接受寄托从此不再. 一年的喜怒哀乐都由他们主宰, 我这心里多少五味杂陈啊.

再可是, 我仍要说绿洲永远活着, 特别是当弟弟还没有吱声的时候.

Stand tall, stand proud.

PS, Bloc Party那位爷, 说你狗屎, 你果然就是狗屎.

随机文章：

Brotherly Love Goes on and on 2009-08-02

【09年演出五號】- Half the World Away！- 本年度超级大单场 2009-07-10

【09年演出四號】- 再次見面, Words still fail me! 2009-04-09

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Brotherly Love Goes on and on

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:35:52 +0800

借此展望本人二十大寿那天, 或许真要香槟超新星下痛哭流涕

Liam, 记得对俺说声生日快乐罢 - 交际能力为-100的俺不知该如何向你们开口 - 这将会是俺人生的新起点.

这周长期逗留在madferourkid帖中, 所以这是想着先由Brotherly love来铺垫一下俺的丰沛感情

Just when it falls apart
And when it's time to start
Will you sit down here for another day
And when it's time to be
All the things that we
Are wishing away for another day

Cos in my soul we know where we're goin
We're goin where the grass is green, the air is clean and the good times are growin'
So take me away
Just for today
Cos I'm sat here on my own
I'd like to be
Under the sea
Where they'd probably need a phone

And just when it falls apart
And just when it's time to start
Will you sit down here for another day

Cos in my soul we know where we're goin
We're goin where the grass is green, the air is clean and the good times are growin'
So take me away
Just for today
Cos I'm sat here on my own
I'd like to be
Under the sea
Where they'd probably need a phone

I could be you
If I wanted to
But I've never got the time
You could be me
And pretty soon you will be
But you're gonna need a line

Need a line
Need a line
Need a line

Noel: 你想成为我, 这我知道. But you gonna need a line.（暂且, 当这是写几行歌的意思？）

Liam: 这个世界上我只需要他(Noel啊Noel)和披头士就够了.

You know I f0cking love you man.

随机文章：

【09年演出七號】- It takes more than good tunes to be my true legends. 2009-08-22

【09年演出五號】- Half the World Away！- 本年度超级大单场 2009-07-10

【09年演出四號】- 再次見面, Words still fail me! 2009-04-09